suffering in silence

2005-04-17T21:38:00.000+08:00

help.upper braces coming in 3 days .lord please get me through .i just wanna live .dont really care about the things that they saydont really care about what life does to mei just wanna live .

2005-04-03T11:07:00.000+08:00

Ego.Theres a difference between having confidence and being arrogant. Some people think too highly of themselves and like to boast about their achievments or whatever they think is an achievment to them . When told by others that they're being proud , they simply remark that they're just being confident of themselves . Well , being confident of yourself does not involve bragging . Im not sure if

2005-02-27T00:58:00.000+08:00

this goes out to all the "act cool" people out there.just act normally , do your own stuff . and you should be "cool" enough.no need for all the action , the bragging and stuff. make the world abetter place please . thank you .

2005-02-13T20:37:00.000+08:00

The cue .i just got my new cue yesterday. plays well . Ivory tipped shafts anda good wrapping. managed to clear about 5 balls in a row today. Not too bad for a start . Tomorrows v.day . happy v.day to those who believe thatin v.day . All the best y'all and take care .

2005-01-25T20:11:00.000+08:00

Spineless creatures i cant stand people who try to act big, when they are in groups. They might think they are superior or something but I really do think they are freaking cowards.Mere pitiful worms that have an inferiority complex. Would you dare do the same things if you were alone ? Huh? Do you know how it feels when a group of such were to come over and intimidate a lone individual ,

2005-01-16T11:22:00.000+08:00

sometimes people act in certain strange ways , and we begin to judge them based on our first impressions. they might be suffering in their own personal hells at home for all we know. I feel like an idiot. I dont think its right for us to judge others who behave in a different manner from us . Who on earth am I to judge when i havent even seen the big picture. Stricken with guilt I am .

2005-01-15T09:54:00.000+08:00

Dohnuts just had badminton training yesterday . Got thrashed by almost every single guy member there.Broke my string while playing too . Now ive got an aching right arm. what a day to remember .

2005-01-10T21:50:00.000+08:00

stress , again. its only day one of lectures and I've got lots of math to do . something tells me that jc life isn't going to be a bed of roses . if this keeps up , im think my hair is going to turn white.

2005-01-09T13:05:00.000+08:00

Im sorry . sometimes , sorry seems to be the hardest word that one can say. somehow , i cant seem to cough it out no matter how hard i try to . Im sorry. If you happen to be reading this . Im terribly sorry. It doesnt matter whether you accept my apology or not. I just wanna say im sorry .

2005-01-08T22:17:00.000+08:00

give and take. forgive and forget. everyone makes mistakes. everyone deserves a second chance i feel that its hard to forgive people sometimes. Gotta work on that.

2005-01-07T23:51:00.000+08:00

Respect I admire some people who dare to stand up in front of a huge audience and make their stand, although they might fumble , causing the masses to laugh . I really respect them for having the guts to stand before a huge crowd. I dont think i would have that much courage to even stand in front of a small crowd.

2005-01-06T20:36:00.000+08:00

Choose. Man or God ? I feel that many of us base our self worth on other people's opinions. I used to be like that . I'm not gonna care about what people think or say anymore. As long as I have God's approval , its enough . Nothing else really matters anymore.

2005-01-05T21:14:00.000+08:00

Day three Getting quite used to tpjc already. had wet games today , and to make things worse , it poured in the morning. It was and messy and muddy , but it was to an extent quite fun. But still , i hope that i can be out of this place in two months time. I hate backstabbers.

2005-01-04T19:57:00.000+08:00

i've been feeling quite depressed over many issues recently.But I feel that these miniscule problems of mine , are nothing compared to those who were directly involved in the tsunami attacks. i think we singaporeans here , should be thankful that we are still living comfortably, with food and lodging if you think your problems are bad . what about them ?

2005-01-03T20:09:00.000+08:00

Day One Todays orientation was a total bore. Did nothing much except cheering . Mass dance was the only thing that kept me awake. I really hope that day two will be a much better day . Games and stuff.

2005-01-01T22:28:00.000+08:00

The new year Had quite alot of fun early this morning spraying foam around .Looks like 2004 is history.Whatever happens in 2005 , I'll just leave it to God. Happy New Year everyone.

2004-12-30T21:46:00.000+08:00

Time Flies tomorrow's the last day of year 2004. Pretty fast eh? Lots of things have happened this year.Good and bad. Joyful and sad.The year of hardship has come , and gone .Looking forward to year 2005. Hopefully it will be a better one.

2004-12-27T23:48:00.000+08:00

The Break I got a golden break today . Im quite satisfied. 2nd golden break i've ever acheived in my life. The next 2 days will be ultra stressful. cjc or tpjc. God knows where i will go .

2004-12-25T22:51:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas. wishing anyone and everyone out there a merry christmas Sure hope all of you had fun today. Enjoy and God bless.

2004-12-25T01:10:00.000+08:00

Freedom finally , i can eat noodles , chips and ham! No more porridge, till the next time i tighten my braces man. Enough of that gooey substance. As for now , its christmas day.Hope you folks have received your presents yea. Have fun unwrapping your packages on boxing day ! God bless everyone .

2004-12-21T22:25:00.000+08:00

Shackled from the inside Just got my bottom set of braces. Its really uncomfortable and all the food gets stuck between your teeth so easily. Putting them on is not exactly painful, but the worst has yet to come. Teeth should hurt quite badly tomorrow i guess. No more turkey and ham for christmas , and gummy candies for .. 2 years ?!

2004-12-20T21:23:00.000+08:00

Rock Bottom sometimes , things dont exactly turn out the way you want them to . Shit happens now and then . Im feeling quite down now . I dont want to be reminded of what happened today . Not worth being remembered

2004-12-17T09:39:00.000+08:00

The road ahead.. Just checked the results of my jc applications. Looks like im posted to tampines jc huh . Heard its not that bad a place , but i think i will experience a form of "culture shock" there eh .Anyway , its not always good to be confined to AC for the rest of my education. Time to meet people from all walks of life. I hope i will be able to adapt to my new environment yea To those

2004-12-13T01:06:00.000+08:00

What would you do if you had a gun with 1 bullet ? SHOOT thierry henry !!!

2004-12-09T18:58:00.000+08:00

Drained Just had a 3 day camp at changi. I am physically and mentally tired right now, and i think i'll go get some rest . I also realised that i suck at speed too .

2004-12-03T22:49:00.000+08:00

The touch . I heard a voice from within just now at camp. It seemed to me calling me . When i prayed , i suddenly teared . Words cannot describe how i actually felt at that moment. I am extremely sure that God was there.

2004-11-28T23:21:00.000+08:00

The Visit Its coming . I dont want to go for this . But i have no choice . The dentist calls my name and i have no choice but to respond. I hope i wont be a metal-mouth before christmas.

2004-11-26T21:19:00.000+08:00

The countdown to pool .. 1 december . 4 more days before i can finally touch mycuestick again . But as for now ... ARGH !!

2004-11-25T01:39:00.000+08:00

Quit Acting This goes out to those morons with fake personalities I cant take anymore of your nonsence. You make me sick To me , you are no more than a bunch of hypocrites. Shows over. No oscars or golden globes for you . Nobody's entertained . Quit it , its not funny anymore ..

2004-11-18T18:04:00.000+08:00

The light at the end of the tunnel At last its all gonna end . The last day . The last paper . Just do it

2004-11-16T16:49:00.000+08:00

Shot in the Head I think im dead . I just screwed up my history paper which is kinda crucial in my score.i'm super lost now . 1 word . Crap

2004-11-14T10:01:00.000+08:00

The pain . the killer week is coming , major exams approaching and only 2 days are left to prepare for all . All the best for me and the rest who are stuck in the same pile of poop im in.

2004-10-17T10:02:00.000+08:00

heheh.. canoeing retards . The monkeys you see up there are the people who have been through hell on earth with me . Respect them .

2004-09-25T01:14:00.000+08:00

The Strange Encounter ... Went to friend's house and changi . Went to eat at changi village later. As i strolled past the tables . I saw a bunch of women who were conversing in an extremely manly tone. I guess that was really shocking huh ..

2004-09-23T01:46:00.000+08:00

Time Out. prelims just ended . O's about to start. What can i say. Back to worK !

2004-09-21T16:07:00.000+08:00

The Final Showdown the day is almost here .. amath paper 2 all i can only do is sit and pray. Ive done my best. God , you do the rest.

2004-09-20T17:56:00.000+08:00

exhausted just did lots of a math . 1 more day till the final showdown I just hope the results will be good .It had better be ...

2004-09-19T16:04:00.000+08:00

Tired Wednesday is d.day . Make it or break it i guess ill have to do three days of non stop math . I'm left with no choice .

2004-09-18T22:57:00.000+08:00

uncertain i just did most of my prelims yah . im not sure if i can even make it to acjc now . sigh . God please answer me .

2004-09-12T13:08:00.000+08:00

dejected im back to blogging . feeling quite down and out . Im down in the dumps . someone please pic me up -

2004-02-15T16:26:00.000+08:00

hellow ... back again. Recovered from my gastric flu already .. which is good , but got a common cold (flu) , which is bad .. so .. all in all its equaled up again ,i am still sick in 1 way or another .. zzzz . But the good thing now is that i got my appetite back , wahahahha.. can eat all the junk food again . However , i got a race coming up , and i am down with flu .. which is bad for my

2004-02-03T16:01:00.000+08:00

wah .. last 4 days were terrible .. since saturday night got diarrhoea .. thought it was just diarrhoea but was actually food poisoning , vomitted 2 times the next day .. and 3 times the following day. thank god today never vomit . Doc said that i had some kind of stomach flu .. oh well back to bed and prayer i guess .. tip of the week : eat healthy and dont eat too much junk food ...

2004-01-28T20:40:00.000+08:00

hullo ... now i shall try to update regularly lolx .. Anyway , i made s smoothie at home .. and it really tasted not bad.... here's the recipe: Requirements: A blender 3 full scoops of vanilla ice cream 3 whole bananas 700 ml of FULL cream milk ( hi-lo milk may destroy taste ) Instructions : dump all ingredients

2004-01-25T20:22:00.000+08:00

hi .. back agin , this chinese new year not very eventful ... but got more money in angbaos den last year ! YaY ! But the drawback was that there wasnt as much fun as last years ... awwww . Played pool with my cousin , and got owned again .. ( as usual ) haha . He Improved again .. doh ! But i improved abit . yipee.! Had fun at his place , eating and drinking and eating and drinking eating and

2004-01-04T19:26:00.000+08:00

hullo ... im back after a few days .. hehe. Days till o's really short .. zz , gotta work hard. To all you sec 4's out there , pls stardy hard ! Dont be like me ! 25 points L1R5. zzz .. After that pathetic score last yr .. ive decided not to SLACK . and im gonna study and mug full time like a nerd . hehe. lolx .. enuf of my stupid crapping .. hahax .. wishing EVERYONE out there .. a happy

2003-12-30T21:39:00.000+08:00

hiho all .... decided to update agin coz new year is coming liao . Lalalalala ... Today spent lots of time sleeping .. stupid flu bug lah .. zzz . All i can do now is sleep and pray .Betta pray hard . hehez . Anyway i wanna wish all of you a HAPPY NEW YEAR in advance and a belated MERRY CHRISTMAS .. cya all ard !!

2003-12-17T18:52:00.000+08:00

ellowx ... back .. its amazing that im actuallt typing here .. lolx .. anywaes ... churchcamp was fun , lots and lots of fun and games .. lolx .. it was generally very good .. to me that is .. Lots of basketball and card playing . That was until this dulan sa guy came and thrash talked abt ac people during basketball .. really gets on ur nerves man .... anywaes .. dont wanna think abt such

2003-11-30T17:02:00.000+08:00

harlow all ... flying off for 1 week ..... dont expect any updates for this 1 week lol .... ( like i ever update often ) Cya all soon ! Also .. happy birthday to eugene ! =) , and a really warm welcome to nicholas, into the kingdom of God .. ! Thats all folks ...

2003-11-25T22:37:00.000+08:00

zZZzZZzzz ... nobody's going out ... zzz .. im still stuck at home ! arghx ! nooOOoo !

2003-11-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

ive got nothing to say today ... im just laming around ... lalalalalalalalala .. !

2003-11-11T21:33:00.000+08:00

hello .... very busy nowadays so ... dont expect much from this crashing place ... i try to update lar ... dat is if i can ... hehex ... anyway this week not very eventful ... everyone's so stoned . Oh well ... cya all on saturday ... !!

2003-10-14T21:28:00.000+08:00

harlowx all ... the slacker is back ... after so many days of exams i finally have the time to blog again . well .. i think thats all i have to say today ... lolx

2003-09-14T15:06:00.000+08:00

hello ... after 1 week .. my com is finally up !! yay!! got only 2 weeks till exams .... gotta run cya all !!!

2003-09-01T20:49:00.000+08:00

Im back to blogging again lol ..... have been slacking as usual . Studying like a mad dog now for the end of year exam .... sighx ... So close ... 30 days left only man .... can die ar ... muz try to dodge con camp man ... if not my whole holiday go down the drain ... ai yo . imagine 4 weeks of holidays gone ! its like having a pain in the butt ... sorry if im abit crude .. but i can find no

2003-08-25T20:29:00.000+08:00

woah ... today i was blessed with a healing of my index finger which had some bruise like internal bleeding wound .... This morning i woke up , and i did not feel any pain ! Praise god! Furthermore ,the bluish black bruise on my index finger suddenly dissappeared, and there was hardly any reminsce ... Now wont have problem writing ... haha . Happy coz the last time I had this kinda wound it took

2003-08-24T14:24:00.000+08:00

i need a break ..... exams are coming and i dont know the chapters !! argh !! I think im gonna die ! NoOooOooo..... ! Ive got only 36 days to study and im afraind its not enuf ,can some1 please help me !! help me God !!

2003-08-21T19:29:00.000+08:00

highlow all ...... just got killed this morning during my physics test ... ai yo ... i dont know how dead im gonna be .... half or fully dead i dont know ... depending on what he thinks i deserve . SiGhx ... tomorrow got a maths test part 2 ... ai yo ... got functions ... got graphs and domains and ranges .. arrrgghh!!!! Im in need of serious help ... arRGGHH ......

2003-08-18T21:26:00.000+08:00

sighx ... today got emaths chem and a maths to clear ... somemore got training until 715 ... reach home eat dinner until 830 , only got 1 and a half hours to finish everryting ... wah ... so stressful .... how ar .. ?

2003-08-17T19:45:00.000+08:00

hiya all .... testing my new keyboard ... can type really well and fast yea .. thats really good =p. Got 3 hour maths tuition again ... sgihz .. so tiring .. still gotta study for a maths physics and chem test .... so stressful arrgghhxx !!! Still gotta find my physics worksheet somemore ... haiz . sad life man ... =(

2003-08-15T20:46:00.000+08:00

Ai yo ... where are my contacts ... y all so reluctant !! arrgGhhXxxXx..... ( on a verge of mental breakdown ....)

2003-08-13T19:28:00.000+08:00

Highlow all ... long time no see . i think im going to fail my e maths and my social studies man ... No time to complete both tests .. hai ... But ... i got 14.5/20 for my geog test =) .. yay !! I think i get the message of studying harder ... must learn to trust God more lorhx .. cannot be so faithless anymorez!! ArrGGhhhXXxx !!!

2003-08-06T20:20:00.000+08:00

hahaha ... funny man ... today i got back my physics test , got 13 / 30 . Teacher checked the paper , then say that he saw the 14 as 4 , so add ten marks ... haha ... jacked himself again , ended up got 23 ... beckham's jersey number .. hehe . Really wanna thank God that the 13/30 part was a mistake , otherwise .... u know . Ok .. gotta go .. cya all ard !

2003-08-05T21:59:00.000+08:00

phew another tiring day today ... played soccer after 3 km run for pe .. tired man .. sighx ... muz exercise more =p.After skool went for cg , and had qwite a lot of fun during the games and worship ... played soccer after that (playstation not real one) , and went home by train ... reached home at 7 .. sighx .. looks like i need to rely more on god for strength ... *yawnz* .. i think i go sleep

2003-08-04T20:38:00.000+08:00

wah today another fun day at skool .... got e maths again.. lolx.. damn funny man. watched tv during e maths and saw van-nistelroy play around with the keeper ... lolx! After that during recess , bought these nice cheese puffs .. mmmm so nice ... craving for more .. regretted not buying more =(.After skool got trg .. paired with my sheepmate .. fun man .. haix .. so shacked out now... haix ... i

2003-08-03T16:20:00.000+08:00

Wah ... today got 3 hour maths tuition ... feel like walking dead after 3 hours man ... Learnt sine and cosine rule today ... (achieved sumtink) . Studying geography now .. sighx ... about e river and stuff .. haix ... whole sunday spoilt ... waaaaah... wanna cry ... i think i need more help from god about my time management ....

2003-08-02T22:01:00.000+08:00

heylowz .... tiring day todae . Came home at 9+ . Called the whole class down to y-hope live and none came down ... arghx !!! * doh *. Feel damn bad and down . Another sad case story , like other weeks ... maybe juz gotta work on other classes then .. sighx =( But fret not ... god's always there , and he will help me =). Looking forward to another week of soul salvaging *sniff* *sniff*...

2003-08-01T16:08:00.000+08:00

sighx ... at last .. kept up with my e maths assignment .. lolx . Surprisingly , i even did my last term's homework !! what a miracle !! i guess god has helped me in this aspect of my life ... hehe ... now i think i can study better and keep up with my homework ... >.< quite happy with my english test ... scored 74% .. (arghx .. 1 % more !! ) im grateful for what i have , to god be the glory

2003-07-31T22:35:00.000+08:00

hEylow all ... im a newbie blogger .. hope to join ya all soon =) keep ya all posted ^[ ' [||] ' ]^